It brings relief, this knowledge that it rests with ourselves - no guilt for the others, no pressure to save or be saved. I came here alone, I will leave the same way but oh, the journey was full, it was hard and perilous and full of delight and love as well. Tell me everything - tell me the dark fear and the silver-edged joys, tell me the sounds that play in the night and the images that fill the mind's eye with every dawn. I look at the light in a different way, doorways into other places. Sorry I can't do emojis. I'll have to make do with just words.